2019

hello (to my 7 followers) haha.

i created this account 2 years ago.. i wrote a couple times and then i just forgot about it. well i’m back. so much has happened since my last post.

  • i’ve moved into my own place with my best friend
  • i got a job 
  • i graduated high school
  • im went vegan

and so much more has happened. most importantly i’m in a better place with myself mentally. i started up this blog because i wanted it to be my escape, an escape from the dump that was my mind and my life. not saying my life is perfect now but it’s a lot better. anyways, i’m actually at work right now, i have no work to do right now and i remembered i had this blog. expect a lot more posts, as this situation happens a lot at work. thanks for listening to my word vomit! 🙂

Makeup

I first started doing makeup when I was about 15. I remember I would spend hours experimenting in my room and then removing all of my hard work. I was too afraid to ermerge from my room with all that on my face. Then pretending like I didn’t have sparkly black and silver eyeshadow up to my thick uneven eyebrows. It was a lot, but I was young and I spend so many years before that watching these beauty gurus on YouTube cake makeup on and only wishing that I could be half as good. When I finally got the chance to be like them, I took advantage. Eventually I became brave enough to walk out into the world with my everyday black sparkly smokey eye. Surprisingly, I would get compliments. That of course encouraged me to try more looks. I was happy wearing makeup even if it wasn’t that great. 

Anyways, I just wanted to speak about some products I have been loving. 


The first product at the top, anyone who loves makeup knows about it. It is the most beautiful pallete I have ever used. The loose face powder under it gives the skin such an airbrushed look. Then the very inexpensive ($5.99) foundation at the bottom covers all of my imperfections. 

Just some suggested products for anyone who stumbles upon this  post. Thanks for letting me vomit all over you. xxx